Window Pain

a window's pain
it's all broken glass
gone with the wind
and i'm afraid to ask
if i can kiss you
or if you love me
because how can anyone
when i'm so unloving
to myself
and to you, darling
this isn't a love song
with some vague meaning
but it's rooted too deep
to explain to you
so i won't bother
with this old news
we have talked it through
and you're still feelin' blue
down in the dirt
convinced i am untrue
well maybe i am
a fucking fake
but i don't know what to do
in this vast lake
of emotions
and thrills
of hearts breaking
and taking pills
let's kill the pain
let's kill eachother
let's fuck everything
let's hate me
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# Posted on Friday, 05 October 2007 at 3:15 AM

Here To Stay

Listen to the thunder
rolling in my ribs
because i see the lightning
lighting up your eyes
my face is blank
i haven't felt a thing
because i don't think
some things are meant to be felt
some things aren't meant to change
and some things never go away
if i've been eating, it was my soul
but i am full
of emptiness
if anyone knows what it is
to be alone
then they might know
how happiness felt
i will spread this disease
to the one's i don't know
and my words rest in peace
some things never go
away
others might come and go
but this one's here to stay
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# Posted on Friday, 05 October 2007 at 1:06 AM
Edited on Friday, 05 October 2007 at 1:27 AM

A Poem

a poem, this poem in particular
is a waste of time
i feel the need to write
but i don't know why
i don't think i'm alive
because if i was
i would have cried by now
but i said i'd wait for you
like you've waited for me
i'm just a passing time
i've exsisted before
and i'll come again tomorrow
every day i will wave my hands
good bye
to my heart
you are always the same
i don't know if you'll ever change
you feel heavy and tired
i can't hold you anymore
i just might let go
so you can play your beat
on your own
good bye
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# Posted on Friday, 05 October 2007 at 1:05 AM

Existuisher

It's hard to think
of all these people
and what they might think of me
because i know i'm replacable
i'm making up words
and i know i'm sorry
that i did it to you first
i know i am alone
no matter what i said before
i'm in this for good
without a map
but honestly i'm sorry
so selfish
so gone
i have vanished without a trace
and i hope that you will find
the good in me
and then point it out
because it must be small
and hard to see
it must not exist
like a refrence to heaven
and i see the stranger's eyes
staring at me
and i wonder what i did to them
or what they'll do to me
but i don't know who i am
so i don't know who they're looking at
he's a stranger himself
one i've never met
i know a lot of things
yet i know nothing
and it's so hard to sleep
when i sleep in contradiction
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# Posted on Wednesday, 03 October 2007 at 3:36 PM

Acid Rain

well i might be happy
to be depressed
or maybe i'm sad
that i'm finally happy
and when you don't understand something
it's probably evil
but our minds are not
something you can bend
and we both know
that all good things come to an end
and if you must
you can think of me
as a pennie you found on the ground
it might be a lucky moment
but you'll probably throw me back down
and i don't know why
but i like talking to myself
about my problems
and i pretend that i'm someone else
so i say finally
someone is listening to me
i'm just like a lonely cloud
floating up in the sky
and when i'm grey
i spill my guts out onto the world
but it must be acid rain
because nothing grows
only hate
and i am done for the night
good night
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# Posted on Wednesday, 03 October 2007 at 2:55 AM