i guess that it's expected
that when you are alone for long enough
you will attach yourself
to the closest living thing possible
and leech off their love
until you feel sane
and in this way
my brother and i are the same
but like i've said to my sister
you have to stop
and just let go
let your self fall
further away
until darkness surrounds you
and they forget your face
and you forget theirs
you forget what light is
and then i'll throw you a rope
and you can choose
to do with it what you want
hang yourself or
climb up
live in the darkness
or move on
but i'm not here to lecture
i didn't even mean to in the first place
i was trying to make it
sound like i was talking to someone else
but it's just myself
and i know i gotta change
i gotta stop this hate
and look for something better to do
rather than hate myself
so i guess that it's expected
but i hate it when people
expect things from me
and once again i fill myself with hate
so i have to stop this now
that when you are alone for long enough
you will attach yourself
to the closest living thing possible
and leech off their love
until you feel sane
and in this way
my brother and i are the same
but like i've said to my sister
you have to stop
and just let go
let your self fall
further away
until darkness surrounds you
and they forget your face
and you forget theirs
you forget what light is
and then i'll throw you a rope
and you can choose
to do with it what you want
hang yourself or
climb up
live in the darkness
or move on
but i'm not here to lecture
i didn't even mean to in the first place
i was trying to make it
sound like i was talking to someone else
but it's just myself
and i know i gotta change
i gotta stop this hate
and look for something better to do
rather than hate myself
so i guess that it's expected
but i hate it when people
expect things from me
and once again i fill myself with hate
so i have to stop this now