I need a book to write in
so i can live without haste
without hate
and with freedom we have nothing to dream of
this doesn't have to last
this song is too short
to express all my regaruds
to the nothings i've endured
but i need to keep writing
maybe i'll get better at this
maybe i'll become something
because i dream of labeling myself
and staying true to it
for your birthday i don't know what to do
or what to get
it shouldn't matter
but it matters so much to me
it's all the posessions
i wish for you
maybe i'm jealous
maybe i'm caged
my wings are clipped
but it makes us happy
i'll paint you a picture
with these cans on my shelf
a mist of paint
guided by my hands and mind
and the picture is not big
it is not clear
the message is deep enough to believe it isn't there
just like the god in me
and maybe thats my reflection
but i'll never know
until i do some surgery
and i'll be free
my dreams will come to an end
so i can live without haste
without hate
and with freedom we have nothing to dream of
this doesn't have to last
this song is too short
to express all my regaruds
to the nothings i've endured
but i need to keep writing
maybe i'll get better at this
maybe i'll become something
because i dream of labeling myself
and staying true to it
for your birthday i don't know what to do
or what to get
it shouldn't matter
but it matters so much to me
it's all the posessions
i wish for you
maybe i'm jealous
maybe i'm caged
my wings are clipped
but it makes us happy
i'll paint you a picture
with these cans on my shelf
a mist of paint
guided by my hands and mind
and the picture is not big
it is not clear
the message is deep enough to believe it isn't there
just like the god in me
and maybe thats my reflection
but i'll never know
until i do some surgery
and i'll be free
my dreams will come to an end