sometimes it makes me feel worse
than i already do
when i see that you're so happy
just to be you
to be without me
i knew i'd be faithful
but now i'm not sure
i'm only hateful
but it's not that i only hate her
because i hate him too
i don't know why i feel like this
but i always do
always blue
i know i'm not the best
i know i wouldn't care
but i can care much less
and i try to tell myself
"you're just an ugly piece of shit"
but for some reason
you're still better than me
it's so clear to see
how could you not be?
i'm so bound up and full of emotions
that probably don't help at all
they make people hate me even more
i know i should stand tall
and believe in something
rather than spending my time
worrying over nothing
because that's what you are
what you should be to me
but i get so jealous
when i see that you're free
than i already do
when i see that you're so happy
just to be you
to be without me
i knew i'd be faithful
but now i'm not sure
i'm only hateful
but it's not that i only hate her
because i hate him too
i don't know why i feel like this
but i always do
always blue
i know i'm not the best
i know i wouldn't care
but i can care much less
and i try to tell myself
"you're just an ugly piece of shit"
but for some reason
you're still better than me
it's so clear to see
how could you not be?
i'm so bound up and full of emotions
that probably don't help at all
they make people hate me even more
i know i should stand tall
and believe in something
rather than spending my time
worrying over nothing
because that's what you are
what you should be to me
but i get so jealous
when i see that you're free